It’s truth revealing time: another successful day in the life of healthy eating. Huzzah! Binge-free, break down free. Full of beauty, confidence, and naps.

I had blood taken and a physical this morning. Which, revealed the dreaded number. The lowest weight I was ever able to get to (at 5’8”) was 140 lbs. This morning I weighed 168 lbs (Cue Psycho scary violin knife music now). 

That number sealed the deal on this jump-start back into a stress-free, binge-free summer. I’m beautiful! It is OKAY, and we all make mistakes. Tomorrow is a new day and I’m healthy.

Re: Relocating

Alright, here’s the deal — if you don’t have a Blogspot account but still want to follow what’s good with Sans_Pizza 

Follow me on Twitter, @Sans_Pizza and my Blogspot posts will be linked through my tweets.

If not that, I set up a Feedburner, where you can subscribe to my shat.

Again, if you have a better idea…let me know.

Truth be told: I’m human, I make mistakes. Possibly 30lbs worth of mistakes. Aaah oops! (In 2 years, and I am not nearly at the height weight I used to be)

Truth be told: I’m beautiful. I have good things and family, friends, a boyfriend who all care for me.

Truth be told: It’s OKAY, and I am succesful, fit, beautiful, everything is one day at a time. One breath at a time. I will prevail, I am prevailing. I am thin, I am healthy. I see it.

Questions? Want specifics? Message/Ask me, I will gladly answer you privately.

Yo-Yo Dieter, Still Without Pizza

Hello former friends and followers,

Apologies for being gone for maybe nearly a year or more now. Spring semester is over, and so is my first year at Syracuse University. Huzzah! It was awesome. In brief, joined the triathlon team (am now the captain of*), started studying nutrition as a minor, yada yada. Met incredible human beings (some more than others), and have had some interesting experiences.

I’m concerned, about me and my habits. I may be able to do an olympic length triathlon. Sure. I just…would like to do better. I just think I need to come to terms with the idea that I absolutely love and appreciate food for what it is but I have grown rather insane about how I consume it. It’s either one extreme or the other, you know? As a result, I have gained a considerable amount of weight and I absolutely fear the scales. I can no longer boast about how I lost those 50 lbs. I no longer confidently buy new clothes. I hate this. I do this to myself…and I KNOW IT’S CRAZY.

I don’t eat poorly, particularly. I eat basically Paleo, I just eat too much and too often (and also probably drink too much…[90% of the time it’s red wine]). It’s summer, and I’d like to kick it back into high gear. I don’t need support to do that, because I’ve done it in the past without it — but for those of you who USED to support me…this is just a shout out, a hi and a thanks.

My semester ended almos two weeks ago but I’ve been traveling around the East coast, I’ll be back in my hometown by Wednesday. I’d like to hop on a scale and reveal the truth. I saw my mom for the first time in months today and she told me I looked “bloated and muscular”. 

Fuck

Maybe I lied about relocating.

The thing I like about Tumblr is the privacy of it.

On a public blog I am not so comfortable talking about how much I might hate my body at the moment, or how miserable I am over family troubles.

I got my laptop repaired and let’s how I hop back on the Health wagon. I haven’t been off it entirely, just been finding it very tough to go outside in the cold for a run, or…limit what I eat during the day.

theroadtobeauty asked: Is there a way to follow your new blog without having a blogger account?

I don’t know, I’m trying to see if I can link them so my Blogger content will cone up here…does anyone have any suggestions?